Breakdown

He wants to calm down.
I really have no idea what is the problem in this relationship.
Maybe IT IS ALL MY FAULT because IT IS ALL MY ATTITUDE PROBLEM.

I do not know how long more I can go on with this kind of life.

I am seriously breaking down.

My mentally does not work well enough anymore.

I cannot think about anything else.

I cannot study...
I cannot eat...
I cannot drink...
I cannot have my normal life anymore!

I am sorry.

You want to have a breathing space because you want it.

I have no control.