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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

HOME

How do you define home?
The place you go back to sleep is actually house or home?

I am living in my dad's house but I don't know if I have a home to go back to everyday.

I feel very stressed when I think of I need to go "home".
I am scared when I am "home".
I am worried if something is going to happen when I am at "home".

I always hope for a good family.
I always hope that people will sayang me, people will talk to me, people will ask me if I have eaten etc...

You know?? A place where I call home is so hard to find.
I don't even feel comfortable when I am at home.

I come "home" everyday and I hardly talk.
I come "home" everyday but I am eating out everyday.

Is this what you called a "home"?

The thing that I do at home is
sleep, bathe, online, talking on the phone, watch tv, read newspaper, read notes...
Looks normal right??
But I do not talk to them...
When my sisters are around, then I talk to them..
When my bf is around, then I talk to him..

Seriously, I think I am having prob.
I am getting sick with "home".

Can I have a comfortable "home"?
I want a "home" that I can go back to have dinner.
I want a "home" where I do not feel stressful at all..

What can I do now???

Runaway to escape??

3 Comments:

At 3/22/2006 12:34:00 AM, Anonymous chiyng said...

i came across a blog from da newspaper commenting bout home too.
juz wanna share tis with u
http://blog.thestar.com.my/permalink.asp?id=2108

 
At 3/22/2006 12:09:00 PM, Blogger KY said...

move away from home for a couple of years, you will eventually miss it..

 
At 3/22/2006 02:08:00 PM, Blogger Katabana, SwitchMeister... said...

runaway and escape is the same thing. you're avoiding the problem. by avoiding the problem, you can never solve them.

i understand that not every problem got a solution. but ask yourself this question:

have you really done everything you could to solve the problem?

... i should stop giving advices without knowing what happen... anyway, just do what your heart tells you, and don't regret the decision you made. think and rethink before you act...

 

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